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Little Steps

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Surviving Anorexia and Bulimia Nervosa
By Katharine Wealthall

ISBN: 978-1-904697-66-4
Published: 2005
Pages: 192
Key Themes: eating disorders, bulimia, anorexia, recovery, hope

Description

Katharine's book is an eloquently written pathos-filled insight into the taboo and rarely talked about world of eating disorders. She describes how she lived with anorexia; she describes the fear, torment, horror and frustration that this sometimes tragically fatal disorder caused.. Over the course of the book Katharine goes through a personal transformation and the overwhelming message of this book is one of hope. Katharine is able to articulate herself and learn from her experiences. You can see that the self realisation leads her towards a cure. Katharine's book is an inspiration to anyone who has been or may be in a similar situation in the future.

About the Author

Katharine was born in Harrogate, North Yorkshire and now lives in King's Lynn, Norfolk with her husband. Katharine's interests include animals, in particular dogs and horses, sport, writing, film and theatre. She previously worked as a drama teacher for 5 years before completing a year's acting training and starting her professional career as an actress. She wrote 'Little Steps' because experience had taught her that there is huge ignorance and lack of understanding surrounding eating disorders. She felt that she needed to express the reality of eating disorders in order to improve the situation for other sufferers

Book Extract

‘Homesickness may feel terrible now, but if you go home with the illness - you will never truly be home’.

These were some of the most valuable words ever spoken to me; it is hard to believe the difference one sentence made. I was in my second month of a 10 month hospital treatment programme for Anorexia and had announced to one of the nurses that I had to go home, couldn’t bear to be away any longer. The nurse (one of the many people to which I owe my life ‘in recovery’) convinced me to stay in treatment with just those few words. Although I have thanked him since, I doubt he can ever know the impact he made.

Anorexia and Bulimia Nervosa rob sufferers of themselves; the real person becomes masked by the intensity of an illness that is both terrifying to suffer from and to witness. During the early stages of my admission, I vowed that once I was in recovery I would have nothing more to do with the illness. I thought it admirable that sufferers who had reached recovery wrote books, set up counselling groups and spent huge amounts of time and energy on helping others, but I felt that I had to leave it behind me - forever.

To a certain extent the naïve belief that I would recover in a way that was complete and forever fuelled this opinion. I wanted to somehow erase the illness and all the pain that had been caused through it (both to myself and those who are close to me). This was when I had little, or no, real understanding of the illness. Through the course of my therapy, however, I became aware that I had been ill all my life (well before the obvious physical symptoms), so how did I expect to blank 25 years?

Also, as I progressed through the treatment programme and towards life in recovery I realised that the illness is a very real part of me, and blanking it would be impossible. As I began to accept this, I felt the desperate need for something good to come out of my horror, out of all the years I had battled to survive. I also felt increasingly angry at the way the media portray eating disorders and felt the almost overwhelming need to express the reality of the illness, I needed people to understand. One of my worst fears is being seen as someone who chose to be ill; someone who is vain and selfish and just wants to look like a super model, someone who through choice very nearly destroyed her life and the lives of those around her. I cannot bear the possibility that there is anyone who believes that I wanted to be this way. I get so angry when I hear those who are ignorant talking about eating disorders, although I know that it is just that, ignorance, I so want them to understand.

I also felt the need to try and alert people to the difficulties regarding real treatment for eating disorders, and the difficulty in being admitted to one of the few centres that do help sufferers of the illness successfully. I was lucky in that I received excellent treatment, but it was after over a year of ‘help’ during which I actually deteriorated greatly. It is so important that people know what sort of treatment is needed. Also, although I will be the first to admit that the treatment I finally received was excellent, it had to be hundreds of miles from home (funding wasn’t provided for the centre 40 miles from home!), I think this fact was most detrimental to the early stages of my treatment.


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